Sunday, April 25, 2010

The Canvas, Part V

Attempting to get Emerson back on track, Riley asked, “Where are we headed, anyway?”

“To the blue tree I painted. It’s painted on the left side of the canvas, by the mountains and the technicolor bubbles,” she answered, looking around for where it might be. Emerson looked to the left and right, yet was discouraged when she did not see the tree anywhere. Reassuring herself, she added, “You know, it doesn’t really matter where we’re headed, it’s about where we are right now!”

Just as Emerson said that, a whiff of the sweet scent of flowers tickled their noses and made them giggle once again.

Emerson closed her eyes and focused on the candied smell of flowers and the wind blowing through her hair. She was sure it smelled better than any cake her mother had baked, or even any pie. Looking at Emerson, Riley closed his eyes as well. The two became lost in the heavenly smell until they found themselves blindly walking through the field. Using the fragrance as their guide, they walked to the beat of the tikking and tokking from the giant clock in the sky.

One step at a time, with their eyes closed the entire trip, Riley and Emerson finally reached the origin of the smell: a field of life-sized daisies. They became engulfed in a sea of 5-foot tall flowers, each with a different color and pattern. The two silently trekked through the forest of daisies, climbing over roots, pushing leaves aside, and brushing up against oversized petals. The attractive, sweet scent was ever so strong inside of the forest, as if a cloud of smoke were consuming the entire field.

“I’m beginning to get very drowsy, Emerson,” Riley said, panting. “Would you mind if we just…took…a…break?” Riley said as he lay down between the flowers, closing his eyes and drifting to sleep. Emerson watched as he fell asleep and a feeling of adoration came over her. Is this what love feels like? She thought. Nah, can’t be. That’s only for adults, she assured herself.

Emerson lowered herself to the ground and took a seat. She used the nearest stem as a backrest as she slowly found herself in a world of fantastical dreams, all the while holding Riley’s hand as they rested in the protection of the flowers.

Emerson’s dreams were filled with rollercoasters and cute, talking beavers. She dreamt of happiness under the sun, friendly aliens visiting her whereabouts, and of flying through the sky accompanied by a beautiful rainforest bird. In the middle of her flight, Emerson was awakened by a loud CLANG that sounded from the giant clock. Riley suddenly awoke and sat up, sweating violently and white as a ghost.

“Thank goodness for that wake up call,” he said, “I was having the most terrible nightmare!!”

“The clock must’ve known. Why else would it have gone off like that?” Emerson said.

“You don’t think it’s magic, do you?” Riley asked.

“That’s precisely what I was thinking, actually,” Emerson responded with a smile on her face. She stood up and remembered the sweet scent of the flowers. “Let’s get out of here though, before we fall asleep again,” she suggested as she began to trek through the flowers again.

The two journeyed through the field for it seemed like an hour, but it seemed as if there were no way out. Incessantly climbing and walking, Riley and Emerson eventually became frustrated. The flowers towered over them and they could not see the horizon. It soon became obvious that the two children were lost in a maze of flowers with no end in sight.

“How in the world do we get out of here?!” Riley said with fear in his voice. Riley’s lips were trembling as he looked around and saw no reassurance. Emerson realized the terror and hopelessness in Riley’s eyes, and she began to weep. With the first teardrop that hit the ground, a large CLANG resounded in the sky. Emerson looked up to see the hands of the clock switching directions, now going clockwise and moving forward instead of backward. Emerson was overwhelmed with sadness.

Riley grabbed Emerson’s hand and looked into her beautiful blue eyes, glazed with tears. He gently raised his hand to her face and wiped the tears off of her rosy cheeks. Riley brushed the hair away from her face and tenderly touched his lips to hers. Emerson squeezed his hand and passionately kissed him back. A magical feeling overcame the two, a rush of inexplicable ecstasy throughout their veins.

CLANG! Went the clock, and Riley and Emerson looked up to the sky once more. The hands of the clock had switched, now moving counterclockwise once again. A grin spread across Emerson’s face as she embraced Riley with as much love and strength as she would her favorite stuffed animal.

While looking up at the sky, Emerson noticed that a giant multi-colored arrow had appeared. It pointed to her left, twisting and twirling as far as the eye could see.

“Look, an arrow! We must follow it!” Emerson explained as she began running through the flowers in the direction of the arrow. Riley, used to Emerson’s spontaneous wandering, chased after her.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Welcome, Grandfather

Today I went to a Native American sweat lodge ceremony. The purpose of this ritual is self-reflection and purification, as well as connecting with nature.They had 20 of us sit in a 15 ft diameter tent surrounding a pit of fiery hot stones. There were 4 sets--one for each of the seasons and cardinal directions--and with each set they added 7 more stones to the unbearably hot tent. With each stone that entered the tent, we had to say "Welcome, Grandfather" in unison. The stones represent the old, wise men meanwhile trees are symbolic of femininity. We were supposed to communicate with the stones to find wisdom in our mind, body, and soul. Every few moments the group leader would pour water onto the rocks, which would hotbox the canvas tent with scorching steam. The tent was pitch black, so many ended up undressed by the end of the sets.


With every set of stones came a different theme:
  1. Leaving things behind you and wishing/praying for your future (i.e. "I want to let go of my childhood and accept responsibilities with optimism")
  2. Making wishes/prayers for other humans (i.e. "I hope my cousins experience life with an open mind")
  3. Making wishes/prayers for the earth and non-humans (i.e. "I need humanity to appreciate nature so they will stop destroying it")
  4. Saying what you are grateful for (i.e. "I am grateful for scented flowers and my ability to love")



The conversation was a free-for-all, when anyone could speak when they felt compelled, and everyone would say "Aho" in unison when one was done speaking. Not only did I find extreme honesty and compassion for those who I shared the experience with, the natural body high that we all felt after we exited the tent was fantastic.









I feel as though the Native Americans are the closest [in our dimension] to understanding what life is all about.






This beautiful artwork is done by Inka Essenhigh


















This is fantastic artwork by Xavier Nuez. I particularly found his artist statement significant because of how uniquely his art is produced:

"These images are extreme close up photographs of chinaware that I’ve re-glazed and repainted.

I select plates that already have designs on them (usually floral). I then apply a crackle glaze and different colored paints, which give them extraordinary textures and colors. They are less than an inch across and are extremely fragile due to my unusual process.

The tiny designs break down and flake away just days later, but with care, my photographs allow their brief but beautiful lives to be captured forever."

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Happy Holidaze!

HAPPY HOLIDAZE!

Links in honor of our friend Mary Jane:



I'm too lazy to write anymore.

Monday, April 19, 2010

The Question

You may have noticed my poll on the right side of the page.

"If you could hang out with one mythical creature, which one would it be?"

I tend to ask this to every person I meet- whether they are a peer, a grandparent, a stranger, or a school administrator. Why? Because your answer says a lot about who you are. If I want a judge of your character, this is inevitably the question you will get.


I would personally hang out with the Keebler Elves because they sit in a treehouse and bake cookies all day.


Is there a wrong answer? Yes. And because you are taking the time to read my blog, I will tell you that if you ever say unicorn we probably won't get along well.
-Unicorns are probably the first thing that came to your head. If you took my question seriously, you wouldn't have settled for the first creature you thought of.
-You could truly hang out with ANY mythical creature- that includes ones that you design or make up yourself. They can have whatever powers you want them to have. Why the hell would you settle on a unicorn?


UNICORNS ARE THE ANTI-CHRIST
Don't fall for their pretty horns.



The only acceptable time I heard "unicorn" was when my friend David explained that if you hung out with a unicorn, you could potentially make it into a huge money making enterprise. You would probably make national news because everyone would want to see the unicorn.







My friend Ryan has never had a brain freeze. Can you imagine what life would be like without brain freezes? Furthermore, can you imagine trying to explain how a brain freeze feels?

On the same day I learned this interesting information, Ryan and I ran around with swords and told the neighborhood children that there were dragons in the area. We told the kids to holler if they saw one so that we could slay it.

The best part was that the kids believed us.

Friday, April 16, 2010

My Anti-Boredom

Here is some of my 2D artwork from the last year. Click for a larger image. Enjoy!




"It's not what you look at that matters, it's what you see." ~Henry David Thoreau




"Boredom is a vital problem for the moralist, since at least half of the sins of mankind are caused by the fear of it." ~Bertrand Russell





"Human beings can alter their lives by altering their attitudes of mind." ~Anonymous




"We live in illusion and the appearance of things. There is a reality. We are that reality. When you understand this, you see that you are nothing, and being nothing, you are everything. That is all." ~Buddha






"The rule is, jam tomorrow and jam yesterday - but never jam today." ~The Red Queen















Also, today I got a cool new toy. It's a caterpillar that lights up and stuff. The guy at 711 was really excited to sell it to me. I can't imagine why though, I figure these things are probably pretty popular. Wouldn't you want one for $5?












Maybe not, but Fiverr.com shows you what people would do for $5--anything from writing your child a personalized fairy tale to eating your soul.

For the record, I would do either free of charge.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Nonsensical Reality



To say I hate math would be an incorrect statement. I hate math class, I hate math homework, I hate using mathematical concepts in everyday life. However, these fractals are the reason "I hate math" is dishonest; for these mathematically generated images have an artistic quality to them which I enjoy. It is an interesting duality--math and art--because we often think of a mathematical mind as logical and rule based, and an artistic mind as free-flowing and limitless. Here, we see the two qualities collide, and the results are outstanding.
































Fractals (video)











By the way, I dyed my turtle purple.


Ace has been more confident ever since his change. He used to spend all of his time under his log, hiding from everyone, but now he is on the prowl, wandering his cage, more often.


Tuesday, April 6, 2010

I'm Just Wild

Unfortunately, my T9 (smart text) on my phone fails to recognize "blog" as a word, even when I save it. So every time I text someone to let them know my blog is updated, I have to take an extra few seconds to type in "blog".

It also converts "bagels" to "acid?", which in the case of "Mom, when are you bringing the bagels", it turns into "Mom, when are you bringing the acid?"

They never said life would be easy.












Through nature and nurture and 18 years of this fortuitous existence, I have collected a set of beliefs. I will share them with you now.



-There are aliens out there. Sure, they haven't visited us. That's no reason to shoot them down. We haven't visited them, either.
-Gratitude brings happiness. Just being alive is something to be grateful for everyday, and it makes me happy to think the odds of my existence were one in a million. I'm a lucky one, and so are you.
-Nature is healing. Returning to a natural environment, or even a natural mindset, would cure many ills of humanity. I believe humans are naturally good.
-It's all in your head. You have the power to see the bright side in everything, and you have the power to be resilient. Life is what you make it, because
-Reality is just an illusion. Since everything in the world is constantly changing and evolving, there is no such thing as the "real world". It could be real at that moment. But in the great scheme of things, it is just a blurry frame of a full-length film.
-We as humans are oblivious to basically everything. We only base "reality" off of what we see, touch, taste, hear, etc. but there could possibly be a sense that we are completely lacking, a sense that could potentially tell us why we are here and why we have the ability to love. Who wrote this film, anyway? There are dimensions that a human cannot perceive--in my opinion, spiritual dimensions.















I’m just wild


Turn for me,
This ladybug hesitates to fly

It foresees gliding,
tripping
tumbling
into ambiguity

Even with wings
It waits for the wind

Where is your ladybug
When did it fly

A whisper proceeds
But she hesitates still.





Rock on, Damon Soule: